I've been working on my facebook account--and I can finally talk about it because it took until now for me to realize "how" to link back to my blog in a way I'm comfortable with. I'm not the most public person in the world, even if my kids complain that I'm way too "open". Guess having a mom with on-line presence is a little disturbing.
I've always used my blog to talk about what's going on in my life, even if it's crappy or upsetting--and yeah, it's true that my angst level is 77 on a scale of 100. If I were a regency hero, I'd fit right in.
The more research I do into writing, the more I realize how vast the subject is, and like Kate says--I'm a theory person. It took me awhile to figure out that I'm not really some kind of laser accurate scalpel fixer-upper, but more like a...well, maybe I had it right a long time ago...structuralist. I believe in systems, patterns and the big picture and I trust people to handle their own details. There's a structure to pansting, even if it's hard to see, and today--I'm not going there.
I'm having some minor health issues triggered by stress. Like the entire year I wasted strung out on antihistamines because of full body hives--issues are sucking up my time. I started halfway down that workshop at RD only to realize the presenter was right--it's hard to do anything when you're on the bottom of the Maslov hieracrhy because primary needs take precedence.
To paraphrase Thoreau, I come to this blog to spend borrowed time, robbing my creditors of an hour. As of now I'm breaking the rss link to my author page so I "can" come to this blog. I tried to tone it down so people checking me out wouldn't be turned off by my Jodi-does-Hamlet imitation, but it's who I am.
I like to think I have periods of stability, but...yeah, they're pretty sporadic. I probably wouldn't be the same person if I wore pink, anyway. *patting the blog* missed you, baby.
If you've come to check out my writing, I have archives. If you're curious about what I'm working on now--I have a facebook author page. If you don't mind the fact that I'm still on my journey--thanks for stopping by. You've been warned, lol....